Despite starring in movies with big cultural impacts, like Thirteen, Lords of Dogtown, and, of course, the Twilight saga, Nikki Reed has never been able to completely watch one of her films. That was until she went to Austin for the SXSW Film Festival.
Reed —along with her co-star Thomas Dekker, writer/co-director Victor Teran and co-director Youssef Delara — premiered their psychological drama Snap to SXSW audiences, and the actress was thankful to have them (and her husband Paul McDonald) by her side.
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"I've never actually been able to successfully sit through a film premiere for a movie that I'm in," Reed admitted to Hollywood.com during an interview at SXSW. "I'm overly self-conscious and it makes me nervous and I can't really enjoy the film. I basically held hands with Thomas and my husband on both sides." Reed added, "I will say, regardless of all of those horrible insecurities, I felt really proud and really excited to be a part of this."
Snap follows the story of Jim, a talented dubstep musician suffering from schizophrenia (played by Jake Hoffman), who meets and falls for a social worker named Wendy. Their relationship quickly takes a turn for the worse when the voices in Jim's head (shown as a physical manifestation named Jake, played by Dekker) get louder and louder, and Wendy and all those around Jim fear for his life and their own.
"It's a stimulating and provoking picture, ultimately we wanted to take people on a journey," Delara told Hollywood.com. Teran, who worked with Delara on 2012's Filly Brown added, "[Snap] explores the voices that we all have in our heads, not necessarily just with schizophrenics: the negative voice that everybody has, the voice of insecurity."
Just as the experience for the moviegoer is a challenging one, it certainly challenged the actors during the movie-making process as well. For Dekker, Snap was a welcome change of pace. "I've played the victim so much more than playing the instigator, so that was new for me. [It] was such a release of energy with this rage and with this attitude. It was intense, but in a pleasurable way," the actor said, adding, "whereas I think it was a little different for Nikki."
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Reed said that while she would make a film like Snap again, she struggled with the subject matter and the intense nature of the movie. "It was really kind of a disturbing process for me, and I didn't even realize that until I was done," the actress said. "It's funny how the people around you can understand. Like, my mom said, 'I'm so happy you're done with that movie,' just because everyone else is so affected by what you're going through."
"Wendy is constantly questioning who she is and what she's doing, the choices she's making. Was that appropriate? Was that inappropriate? Everything about her became everything about what I was doing in my performance," Reed said. "That's who I became, I was questioning everything I was doing. It was a hard place to be in for so long."
Still, despite how hard the process was, the choice was a no-brainer for Reed post-Twilight phenomenon. "Twilight was a huge part of my life...I don't feel the need to quickly let that go and kick that to the curb, but I'm always drawn to good material, and this was easily one of the best scripts I've read in my career," she said of signing on for Snap.
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Another thing that made Reed happy about the project was the role of Wendy itself. "As a girl, you don't normally find such complex characters written for women, where it's not about sexuality, and it's not about being pretty." Reed said, "That was something I really appreciated about this."
[Photo credit: John Sciulli/Getty Images]
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Fans devastated by the loss of Mexican-American singer and reality television star Jenni Rivera, who tragically died in a plane crash on Sunday, will still get to appreciate the body of work she left behind. In the week following Rivera's tragic death, Spanish-language network mun2 is running a marathon of Rivera's reality series I Love Jenni on their channel, continuing Tuesday night and Wednesday night, as well as the show which she executive produced, Jenni Rivera Presents: Chiquis 'n Control, airing on Thursday and Friday.
Like other stars who passed before their time, Rivera had a yet-to-be-released project. The 42-year-old had her debut film role in the indie drama Filly Brown, which screened at 2012's Sundance Film Festival. In the film about an aspiring poet/rapper (Gina Rodriguez), Rivera plays Maria, the incarcerated mother of the rising star who tries to maintain a relationship with her daughter. Rivera, pictured here in a scene from the film, had just a few scenes, but they were standout, emotional ones, nonetheless.
The movie is slated for a limited April 2013 release (starting in approximately 100 theaters) and those who worked with Rivera on the project are coming to terms with the loss of their co-star, who many said had a generous nature on set.
In a statement released to E!, Rivera's Filly Brown cast mate Edward James Olmos said, "The world lost an extraordinary talent in the realm of Judy Garland, Barbara Streisand, and Frank Sinatra, who took their singing artistry and became dramatic artists in film and television. Jenni Rivera was destined to surpass any artist that we have ever seen coming from the Mexican American culture. She was just starting. My love to her family, especially her children and her mother and father."
During an interview with the Los Angeles Times, one of the film's directors Youssef Delara (who said that Filly Brown would have marked "just the beginning of Jenni's acting career") recalled that Rivera anonymously gave her payment for the movie to a photographer on the production who seemed to need the money. Rodriguez noted her generous spirit as well, telling the LA Times, "On set, she found out the second assistant director's mom loved her and then brought her a signed picture, perfume and CD ... She empowered all and still will."
Michael Olmos, the film's other director, put it simply: "She was so honest and open with her life. There was never a wall between her in a professional level and her in a personal level."
[Photo credit: John Castillo]
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