It would seem the divorce from Ashton has hit her hard.
It's called "God, If You're Not Up There, I'm F*cked"
Mariah Carey has opened up about the "mental" and "emotional" abuse she suffered during her marriage to music mogul Tommy Mottola.
Michael Jackson was taking 40 prescription pills a day during his 2005 abuse trial, according to the family lawyer.
Michael Jackson had been abusing prescription drugs for years, according to his longtime friend, doctor and author Deepak Chopra.