British model-turned-reality TV star Nicola Mclean has been left devastated after suffering a second miscarriage. The former glamour model has revealed doctors told her during a recent scan that she had lost her baby. She tells Britain's Reveal magazine, "I'm devastated. I just don't get it. I just can't understand it. It's awful." The terrible news comes 18 months after McLean suffered a miscarriage in May, 2012. The star, who has appeared on British reality TV shows Celebrity Big Brother and I'm A Celebrity... Get Me Out of Here!, has two sons, Rocky and Striker, with her soccer star husband Tom Williams.