Rapper Future waited to propose to fiancee Ciara because he couldn't believe he had fallen in love with the sexy singer. The hitmaker reveals he used to be afraid of telling a significant other that he loved her and wanted to make sure his feelings were for real before he asked Ciara to marry him on her recent 28th birthday. He tells Nylon magazine, "I wanted to do it (propose) one time. I was never searching for love. I wanted it to come to me. And when it did, I embraced it. It's a feeling that I never want to leave."